Him

He is something special, hes something that 20 years from now ill stop whatever it is that I'm doing and just smile at our memories. I don't know my feelings for him exactly, all i know is the way he makes my heart feel is unexplainable, the way his eyes shine is unseenable, the way his kisses turn me on is unreasonable, the way he can touch my body so smoothly is untouchable and the way we are is unpredictable. Everyday that passes i want more and more of whatever it is he has to offer. Everyday i hug him, kiss him, and look at him my heart feels so big yet so little. I feel like i can have it all but yet feel like its too much for me. Sometimes i get scared of my own feelings because i cant control it, but sometimes, sometimes i love them because they make me someone else. Someone different; they give me potential to feel him, even when hes not even near. The power of unspoken words are actions and the power of our actions are consequences, and so i will take any punishment given for feeling this wonderful, because he is something special, hes something that 20 years from now ill stop whatever it is that I'm doing and just smile are our memories.